It is the holiday season and my first one away from my parents. What does this mean? It means that I am somewhat of an emotional wreck on the inside, I've hidden it pretty well on the outside but I'm just torn up inside. It's really hard for me to get excited for Thanksgiving or Christmas knowing that I won't be seeing my parents at all. The best I'll get is a phone call. That just doesn't seem like enough to me, but sadly, there isn't anything that can be done about it. My brother and sister in law can't get the time off work to make a trip over to Washington and even if they could... they don't have the money saved up to do so.
Heh. Thinking about this is making me feel home sick - and that feeling is making it hard for me to sleep at night, or to even care about anything. I stay up all night just laying in bed and I sleep all day. Lately, I've been sleeping until 3 or 4 in the afternoon. Which sucks. I don't like sleeping all the time.
Anyway, I'm gonna crash out now and try and wake up early tomorrow. Then I'll come up with some ideas for possible videos and then see about making one. Then upload it to YouTube and start my quest for world domination. Or something like that...
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